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The Grey Tape (LP)

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1.
jefferson, dekalb, and myrtle-wyckoff that's where the train stops and then i get off matthew, mark, peter, saint luke, and john that's where the train stops and they get on and ride the rails and bite their nails drug dealer's got some dirt in his eye jesus christ was a pretty nice guy rothko priest with a face like a door the seeing eye dog with the legs of a whore they know my name and i'm to blame for it i know someone who's out of time and if it wasn't me i'd offer him some of mine some things i like because they never change some things i like because they go away two weeks spent in the trail of the train betrayed by a kiss for the love of the game a judas toothpick with a saint patrick smile all expense paid get away for a while i'm gonna take a trip just for the hell of it i know someone who's got my back and if it wasn't me i might just cut him some slack some friends you trust because they're tried and true they ought to betray you, but they never do
2.
February 01:56
back in the hard in the cold winter days last nymph departed and both parted ways you and i in a dream we had shared for too long but in time will it seem that perhaps we were wrong pale in the light of a cold winter's day wind thru the sails blew like breath from your face and the words from your mouth that were born on the breeze towards an end and a friend that were both out of reach
3.
hey, what do you know me & ray all summer frozen in snow hey, out in the car thru pike creek, to the saint’s house & to the bar only, only only so far follow frozen summer sunlight from a north star then back to my room to study & back to yr job to cut meat forgot delaware was so beat well how fuckin stupid of me hey, what did we choose choose to spend some time in transit the kirkwood hiway blues hey, what did we lose well i wouldn’t call us losers the kirkwood hiway blues
4.
Sell Off 02:14
i went to the church hand in hand and prayed for someone i could stand or sell off i stood out in the parking lot converted by the vacant spots and felt lost and faces in my parents car wheeled past me like a shooting star tears burned my eyes and i realized i'd grown soft upon the altar band in hand i prayed for someone i could stand or tell off i went to take her arm in arm and prayed for someone i could charm or sell out she asked if she had won my heart i said unless it failed to start or fell out saw years streak by like shooting stars from inside of my father's car the sky went dark and i left you at your house you slammed the door your mother's barn i prayed for some substantial harm or self-doubt
5.
i don't know what i should do i just wanna talk to you i leaned too hard and fell right thru i thought something there was true and you told me to ask for help and you told me to be myself i do all those things now and i told you to take your time and i told you to speak your mind but i knew you had your doubts we used to talk we never speak you know i'm sorry i was mean and all last year that wasn't me and if i see you in a dream then i'll tell you that i was wrong and i was weak while you were strong but i'm growing stronger now and oh you saw my naked heart and even though i fell apart i never had my doubts
6.
Congregate 02:55
i thought i told you to congregate the car's on fire and it's too late i'd say if i had to make a guess that that which burns is for the best and you always told me to wait in line don't gimme space you just waste my time but i wasn't born, babe, to wait my turn the worse it got, yeah the more i learned but in the night when it calls out to me from far away and i walk in my sleep wind takes my hand and i'm lifted above all my regrets and the person i was
7.
oh how do you know know when it's time ready to go and oh now i can see the person that i'm not ready to be take care of yourself and if it's not right show yourself out and love knows when to leave it knows when to die so just let it be and don't let yourself down i'll always be there to help you back out and however it ends deep in my heart i'm glad we were friends
8.
November 02:08
i know where did you go in the late autumn wind when i drive past your home when i'm quiet at the end of november it's been a long couple months and you don't know me now walk in my room and feel sick to my stomach you're still there in the air and i can't fall asleep i walk outside in the late autumn moonlight the wind in my hair and i unlock my car i unlock it
9.
oh god it's lost i make the best of what is not the best idea among them taking my time and losing while i'm at it i know you're tired but have you had it fire, won't you come and see nothing burns me better than a trip to the beach
10.
i wanna change for you and i was going to i was in the process but, hey cut your losses what happened you were still my best friend and though we fight, and change still find it strange that after everything you could just leave like that i know that we both changed but, hey those are just facts and all the negativity blank space making room for a change in me you might not believe it but someday you're gonna see it
11.
well they said "call on get for me" call me up expecting me to speak they got nerves, they got cameras, they got cars but what's a movie but a camera and some stars in it well i don't know who you thought i was but i got half a mind to tell you just because c'mon where'd you lose your phone retrace your steps were you stressed or alone

about

"in the winter that you left
there was business as usual
with the same old fears and frustrations"

written/recorded mostly fall/winter 2013/14 in de & nj, except 'kirkwood highway blues' & 'trip to the beach' written/recorded spring 2013 in newark, de. this record is dedicated to my friends, who helped me through a tough time. thank you debbie for lending me her drums.

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released April 21, 2014

All songs by Jackson Phinney.
Cover art by Sam Desantis, please check out her amazing work here: samdesantis.tumblr.com

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